I wonder what its like being spontaneous. I've been sick past couple of days - I HATE being sick. I don't know, I like how I feel with my body so I don't like these weird (no good) changes. How about I get a superpower for a couple of days?
Anyway, one good thing to come out of sickness is I get to take time off work (and myself). There is no self imposed pressure of working, or doing XYZ, fulfilling that random ambition. It's all lackadaisical - an underappreciated life trait by me. Allows me a lot of time random philosophical musings or what you really want in life (oops, I did miss her then but that's different). All I did yesterday was a 30 minute call, but it could well convert into a sale. And here I was thinking last 2 months over how to market and get clients. How did I end up with the 30 minutes? Because I just wrote a simple message to this guy. How did I end up writing to this guy? Because I took a left turn from what I had planned to do for this week and just thought I'll drop this one message. Clearly, my well oiled calculated step of actions didn't get me what a moment of spontaneity did.
I am a planning oriented guy, but I feel as thought sometimes I plan too much. Maybe, I need a break from being myself from time to time.
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